20050611
Be Good
Just read the Almost Perfect again, this should the third time or so. Each time I read, I just have different feeling. This time has been read after listened the interview of the author. Found out the complex relationships have a same point, that is just need to do some little thing to make it happened. That's why the name of the book named Almost Perfect. At the same time, I look back to myself, did I do something wrong to the others in the past? I know I am a selfish, it doesn't mean in material or physically. It is the selfish in my mind, or spiritually. I always say that I am not an good companion, especially as a boy-friend. I would be an totally nightmare for him because I hate someone to interrupt me when I was sad, or something bad happened. I just like an osthid, would made a hole to hide my head down, don't want to see others, whatever who he is. Certainly made him feel hurt, but I can't help it.
